20260518 The Dream of Last Week's

 This was from a Dream a few days back, leading to last week. I was hesitant to 'record' it but I guess I'll do it, with whatever memories I have remaining.


 It all began when my first view was in a small dim shoplot, where the (only) entrance leads to the traffic outside, with shimmering wet roads, and everything was blue. Then, I realised, there were other shops the similar to mine. However, I am not sure what everyone were selling. Once I walked out, the building was actual Lot10, withing KL's Golden Triangle and my shop was facing the corner of the 4-way traffic intersection with McDonalds in the distance. Everything is dark, and it looked like as if it is run down, with black streaks on the building walls. There was a girl which I'm not sure, maybe its is my Partner. 

 This is the part which I felt weird, in fact, I felt funny. Everyone treated me the same and they're all girls. So after walking around, I started to notice something; I feel very light. And when I looked at my hands, its thin like a girl's. Once I get to catch a glimpse of myself, I am a girl, wearing black clothes and pants! ok, I have shoulder black hair and well. I'm all black.

 There are other details I've forgotten and what I did but I know walking on the slimy pavement, I felt as if I'm walking like a man. Plus with the normal sandals, although they looked fit, factually felt very loose and slipping. I was literally walking half barefoot.

 In reflection, what does the dream means? I know sometimes I wished for the most accurate out of body experience to the point of being in control and have the means to overcome a lot of barriers. But without the consequences or even let myself be affected. It is most like escapism because in that dream, I was able to feel the sense of wonderment, something which, I have not felt after being exposed to the Book, Comics, Movies and, eventually the Internet with AI, since childhood.