Feels like I am next....

This is the second Funeral I've gone to and throughout
the whole night, I could not sleep because it felt like as
if my Life is starting to be over and there is still so much
to do. Yeah, I want to live forever, and still have every
one I love around me. Damn. Its so sad.

Sometimes I feel like I need to go out in a blaze of glory.
Kill a few million and rape everyone I see.........